hey yo..i am back!!!sorry bout the wait!!!...haha..just joking..i have no fans i know..anyway..i just wan to crap some shit..

hhmh..mayb nothing much to say bout my melbourne trip oso..u will see everything in jian's blog..so no point talking the same old shit over n over again..indeed,i have a really enjoyable trip..not because of the food, the shops or the casino..

It is because I could meet up with my old good frens..and lepak with them..talk shit all night with them..haha..but sadly..i wasnt involved in any of late night conversations because there were all girls' talk and I, as a gentleman should not really interupt..haha!!!!

However after all the dips and shits..I have really realised something..i heard this for thousands of times in telelvision until i get numb bout it..but when it comes down to me..it really did give me a punch on my head..

when humans came out to the world, they were like piece of white silk cloth..white like there were no impurities on them..when they grow..different colours such as black, yellow and red tend to add into those white cloths..that is humans' true clours..some people enjoyed different colours in their life because different colours bring different exciment..different type of joy..while some still prefer white or refuse to admit there are some other colours in them..some of them know they couldnt go back anymore and continue to get corrupted while some are trying hard to be good again..

Okay..here comes the point..A group of people can gather together and may become good friends because they have a colour in common..thay have each other on thier back and it is like a secondary family to them..however..as time passed by..different individuals in the group tend to have different colours on them..mayb u have blue..and she has purple while I have red..due to the different life experience they get or different environment they have..hence..their path tend to seperate further and further as the difference in thier colours get more and more distinctive..

the connection between the group is is getting lesser and members of the group are getting lesser..until no one stays in the group anymore..that is when a group falls apart..It is all because of the difference in colours..the group may seem it is detined to fall..

However..no matter how complex or how complicated the colours of life becomes..the same old colour that binds the group together still exist in them..it may hardly to be seen..it may hardly to be sensed..they know it is still there..it just couldnt be bothered..because everyone that used to be in that group have their own piece of life..the group dies when the that colour fades away..

Some group may still holding strong together despite of the difference in life colours..because the care or love for the group is strong..the bond between them is like a moutain that has to use thousands of years to seperate..nothing can destruct them..no evil,desire,pain,greed can break the bond..but..we know that it is hard to achieve for all..friends are forever..actually it is really hard to tell..

however..if we look at it from a different angle..this is it if there is no complexion of colours in our lives that may seperate a group..how do we know the importance of the common colour that bind us together??if there is no seperations..how do we know how much we love them??

haha!!!!what a crap!!!i am becoming philosopher now!!!that sucks!!!I dont really want to become an old geezer who always lecture others..

anyway..it is late now..i gotta be on bed..

good night to all the stars that I couldnt reach..

good night ah wei..good night fat kee..
good night ah hui yin..good night ah yilee..
good night ah yoke yee..good night ah yan..
good night ah meow..good night dalau..
good night renyu..good night wong gay

and lastly good night to myself-good night liao bao.. =)