hey yo..i am back!!!sorry bout the wait!!!...haha..just joking..i have no fans i know..anyway..i just wan to crap some shit..

hhmh..mayb nothing much to say bout my melbourne trip oso..u will see everything in jian's blog..so no point talking the same old shit over n over again..indeed,i have a really enjoyable trip..not because of the food, the shops or the casino..

It is because I could meet up with my old good frens..and lepak with them..talk shit all night with them..haha..but sadly..i wasnt involved in any of late night conversations because there were all girls' talk and I, as a gentleman should not really interupt..haha!!!!

However after all the dips and shits..I have really realised something..i heard this for thousands of times in telelvision until i get numb bout it..but when it comes down to me..it really did give me a punch on my head..

when humans came out to the world, they were like piece of white silk cloth..white like there were no impurities on them..when they grow..different colours such as black, yellow and red tend to add into those white cloths..that is humans' true clours..some people enjoyed different colours in their life because different colours bring different exciment..different type of joy..while some still prefer white or refuse to admit there are some other colours in them..some of them know they couldnt go back anymore and continue to get corrupted while some are trying hard to be good again..

Okay..here comes the point..A group of people can gather together and may become good friends because they have a colour in common..thay have each other on thier back and it is like a secondary family to them..however..as time passed by..different individuals in the group tend to have different colours on them..mayb u have blue..and she has purple while I have red..due to the different life experience they get or different environment they have..hence..their path tend to seperate further and further as the difference in thier colours get more and more distinctive..

the connection between the group is is getting lesser and members of the group are getting lesser..until no one stays in the group anymore..that is when a group falls apart..It is all because of the difference in colours..the group may seem it is detined to fall..

However..no matter how complex or how complicated the colours of life becomes..the same old colour that binds the group together still exist in them..it may hardly to be seen..it may hardly to be sensed..they know it is still there..it just couldnt be bothered..because everyone that used to be in that group have their own piece of life..the group dies when the that colour fades away..

Some group may still holding strong together despite of the difference in life colours..because the care or love for the group is strong..the bond between them is like a moutain that has to use thousands of years to seperate..nothing can destruct them..no evil,desire,pain,greed can break the bond..but..we know that it is hard to achieve for all..friends are forever..actually it is really hard to tell..

however..if we look at it from a different angle..this is it if there is no complexion of colours in our lives that may seperate a group..how do we know the importance of the common colour that bind us together??if there is no seperations..how do we know how much we love them??

haha!!!!what a crap!!!i am becoming philosopher now!!!that sucks!!!I dont really want to become an old geezer who always lecture others..

anyway..it is late now..i gotta be on bed..

good night to all the stars that I couldnt reach..

good night ah wei..good night fat kee..
good night ah hui yin..good night ah yilee..
good night ah yoke yee..good night ah yan..
good night ah meow..good night dalau..
good night renyu..good night wong gay

and lastly good night to myself-good night liao bao.. =)

haha..wanted to do dis quiz a long time already but duno how to put it in myblog..haha..

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
neck la i think..hehe..quite arousing la..

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
damm have to rush and prepare cuz nearly missed the plane!!!

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
yilee n jian..=)

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
haha..not very sure!!1mayb jux a bit oli la!!!haha

5.Will you ever donate blood?
if i have enough for myself then i will lo..

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
almost all my best fren r opposite sex la..

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
nola..wun so bad..

8.What does your last text message say?
haha..okok gd night good night..

9.What are u thinking right now?
eat dinner n sleep..damm lan sleepy

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
hehe..

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
sleep at 1am woke up at 5am

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
from AX.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
hehe..

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Sharina

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz

1) Kok Chin
2)Ren yu
3)Jian
4)Yoke
5)Yilee
6)Ah wei
7)Fat kee
8)Foong Yan
9) Ah meow
10)Keat

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

with ah wei la..

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

female la..

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?

OMG OMG...THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER BEFORE LA!!!

18. What is no. 1 studying about?

BUSINESS i think..haha=)

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

1. long time ago.
2. long time ago. =P
3. everyday la..hehe
4. just now..like a few hour ago
5. now..haha
   
6. long time ago
   
7. long time ago
   
8. long time ago
9. long time ago
10. long time ago..haha..all long timne ago
    

20. Is no. 4 single?

Yes Yes..mayb not for long..haha

21.Say something about no. 2.

haha..he is a jock..a lot of musces..loud talking cuz using his muscle..haha..

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

OMG OMG..THEY ARE TOGETHER NOW!!!

23.Describe no. 9.

sHE looks like a cat..n like to scratch ppl..haha

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?

Hmmm..they will fight using their biggest part of the body..haha..which part u guess urself!!!

25. Do you like 8?

hehe..i like everyone la..hope to see them soon..haha

thats all la..in melb now..bjut dun have money to shop..haiz..kesian!!!

Shit!!!Broke my laptop and lost my bike!!!!damm bad luck...

But wish me luck for my exam!!!!i need all ur pray!!!!

hmhm..final exam starts on next friday..but strangely..I aint scared..I still havent feel the damm tension yet..Maybe really wanna shit dat time oli starts to dig hole la..haha..So..cant become like this anymore..must give myself sum sort of motivation to move!!!


OK la!!!If I got HD for all my 4 subjects..then I will buy myself a LV sling bag la!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

-___________-"..DREAM LA..CHI SIN!!!!

Anyway..hope I can get back my strengh..I really cant afford to fail any subject..I have to get back Malaysia and I have sum important stuff to do..ngek ngek..

I dont have class today so it is kinda boring at home..I have got nothing to do..dont feel like studying and dont feel like watching porn also..haha..joking joking..just ignore the porn part!!!So..I get down to the kitchen and make sumting again..ngek ngek..

I have made a breakfast for myself..Actually..it is not breakfast la..cause I woke up at 1pm..haha..That bloody breakfast have taken me half an hour to prepare and it is not filling!!!But I think it tastes not bad la..hehe

It is actually a pouched egg with bacon crumble and bread stick..So..I'll teach all my homies how to make it la..hehe..you just need 1 piece of ham or bacon,1 egg,2 slices of bread, cheese,salt and olive oil..

1) Finely dice the bacon (or ham oso can la) and fry it in a pan..Take them out and put in a bowl when the bacon turns a bit cripsy..

2) Cut the 2 slices of bread into stick ldt..not too thin and not too thick oso..just like ur middle finger ldt..凸haha..

3) Pour some oil into a pan and heat it..Put all the bread sticks into the pan and fry them until golden brown n crispy crispy ldt..

4) Take out a clean film, lay it in on a cup and crack the egg on it..Add a pinch of salt, pepper and sum cheese into the egg..

5) tie the thing up and put into shimmering water until the egge white turns white and not liquid liquid ldt anymore..

CAUTIONS!!!The water must not be boiling la..If not the film will melt cuz too hot!!So..I suggest all hot chicks better dont do it la!!haha..

6) After 4 or 5 min..take out the egg from the water and cut off the film..gently take out the egg from the film and serve with breadsticks and bacon crumble..

SERIOUSLY..DAMM LAN JENG lo!!!haha..but I noe quite hard to understand la..Sum steps I oso duno how to explain oso..sorry sorry..haha..

It is quite weird for me to feel good today..feel even good than ntv 7 lo really..haha..maybe I have seen through a lot of things and not so stubborn about whatever shit anymore..hmhm..keep it on pal..have a open mind!!

Hmhm..nowadys quite interested in cooking..haha..influenced by a television program called "MasterChef Australia"..hehe..so I have just made chocolate mousse today..Unfortunately..I have failed to make a nice one because I have overwhipped the cream!!!..Haha..have to make a few more practice so that when I go Melb I can make a nice 1 for Yoke..

However..seriously..I think my product is still ok la since I reli seldom seldom step into the kitchen and cook..except for cooking mee sedap la..haha..
but there is no mee sedap in Australia oso..too bad..maybe have to call my mum to post here for me..haha..have enough of MCD..reli miss mee sedap and Ramli Burger!!yum yum!!

Ok now back to the recipe..the recipe was taken down from masterchef website also..haha..The chocolate mousse is reli easy to make as you just nid 300g of chocolate, 250 olive oil and 500ml cream..Thats it!!no water, no sugar, no eggs needed..

So, this is the recipe..want to make jao make la..dowan make also can take a look..hehe

1) melt the chocolate with a double boiler

2) pour 500ml cream into a bowl and whip it..

CAUTIONS!!!
The cream must not be in room temperature..so have to put into the fridge before whipping it..
AND..Please dont over whip the cream if not it will become grainy..and horrible things will happen!!!!So, whip until the cream is just holding the whipping thingy..then jao can ge la..

3) Add the 200ml of olive oil into the chocolate then mix it well..hmhm..i think the olive oil is an emulsifier la..not too sure also..haha..have to ask Masterchef la..

4) Lastly, pour the chocolate mixture into the whipped cream..stir well and serve..

The recipe above is for a lot of people makan 1..if wan to do just one serving then have to cut down the weight of everything lo..hmhm..have to cut down how many I jao duno la..haha..kaji yourself la..

And dont make too much cuz you might feel sick for eating too much cream and you might throw up whatever you have eaten since last week and you might even get swine flu for that..haha..everyone take care la then..dont eat too much..

so..next..I am going to learn how to make Pain Perdu..hehe..stay tuned..

After all the crap above, finally to all my Homies-

!!Cheers!!Life goes on no matter good or shit!! =)

Suddenly, out of nowhere, I started to miss Christmas..dun misunderstand me ah..I am not missing the bad dog-"Christmas" in Har's house la!!

haha..Is 25th of December la..hmhm..maybe it is because I have missed out Christmas celebration with all my friends twice..Sigh..

Christams 2007-I was in Hong Kong...
Christmas 2008-I was in United States..

Although celelebrating Christmas with family and at overseas really not bad la..It is kinda of warm..but damm..I think I have really missed out a lot of fun with all my friends lo..Aikz..basically everyone is there except me..too bad..=/

I miss having BBQ party with all my kawan..miss playing mahjong with all my kawan..miss singing Karaoke at Keat's house..miss playing 锄大弟 and become King of Gamble..haha..by the way..I am always the God of Gamble la..10q 10q..ngek ngek..joking joking..KC is better la actually..but dont tell him!!haha..

So..I really do hope Christmas will be just around the corner..haha..around which corner??aiyo..around that corner la..haha..By the time, all of us will gather and have fun again..although yy cant perform钢牙拉火车adi..I think we will still have a lot of fun la..haha..Unfortunately..instead of Christmas..Finals Exam is waitng for me..shit..

But seriously, this wiil not affect my Christmas mood lo..so I hereby wish everybody Merry Christmas la..haha..=)early a bit also nevermind ge la..

Still finding for something that I have lost..it is my passion??confidence??or my brain??
Turning more and more into a sahai nowadays..Just hardly can concentrate on anything..
haha..already got a bit sahai ge la..but it seems getting more worst now..Aikz..

So I am on a quest..A quest to get back whatever shit that I have lost..hmhm..hopefully this journey will not be longer than Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter.

Hey..Brother moodiness..please go away la..hehe..I want to study la..

Wooi..You better go away le wo..I not very good temper ga..Dont make me do things that I dont want to do ah!!

You this PK moodiness ah..If you dont go away I will kill you, chop you, eat you and shit you!!Burn down your house and cut off your testicles!!!

So you can see how fast my emotion can change..basically I am going crazy..haha..

By the way..my HK friend taught me that..The world is going crazy!!

hmhm..lost but not found..getting lost even more..facing my laptop, bt nothing comes into my mind, I have totally no idea what to blog. Seems like blogging is not that fun anyway for me, but i wun quit so easily la..haha..only gt 1 post jao quite..very cha la..hmhm..Thinking back now, actually i didnt accomplish or complete anything since my childhood till now..OOH..What a loser! Piano quit halfway..Taekwando quit halfway..Brass band quite halfway( should say being sacked cuz terrible attendance)haha and Badminton quit halfway also..So, I really hope I can stay on blogging for a longer period. but seriously, I couldnt think of anything to write here as there are not much happy moments here anyway..haha..
I wanted to shopping so much but too lazy to hang out in the city..too far..
I wanted to eat so much but nothing much good food to eat oso..too picky..
I wanted to be happy so much but nothing makes me happy..too boring..
I wanted to listen to Yiruma's songs but they are too sad..i am moody enough already..
I wanted to curl my hair but too afraid to do so..too useless..
I wanted to kao lui but too yeong sui..haha..no choice..(joking la, only sohai will believe..haha)
hmhm..I wanted to grow up so much but seems like me myself refuse myself to do so ..

What the hell is happenning on earth??what am i doing here??god knows..

Nah..just wondering when can I grow up..This is what I am talking bout..and the main point of the story. All the above are just rubbish with no nutrients at all. sorry for wasting your prescious time reading this weird post..haha

I know I am still not the most P&P (pity and pathetic ) child on earth..cheers..=)

Hi yahHH..what an empty blog..have to ask yy hw to make my blog damm yeng sin..hmhm..y i named my blog lost and found?...aiyo..still need to ask meh..cuz i lost sumting la..so easy!!!haha..but havent find it back yet..n hope i can get it back..yoyo..God bless me..